I am in his house, I was going to run, Newtown is a big place. I’ll get myself lost.. He’s in the shower. No I can’t, theres something holding me here..

"You and I are connected in a way that goes beyond romance, beyond friendship, beyond what we’ve ever had before — it has defied time and changes in ourselves and in our lives, and it has defied every explanation except one, purely and simply: we’re soul mates. I can’t explain it. I can’t explain it — I just feel it. It’s there in the way my spirit subtly lifts whenever we talk; how the sound of your voice brings me home in a way I can’t explain. It’s in the delight I feel when we laugh at exactly the same things. When I’m with you, it’s like a tiny part of the universe shifts into the place it’s supposed to be — and all is right with the world."

I haven’t been on tumblr for awhile, after starting a new job and can I just say working two jobs is a bitch.
For the past few months I had been researching BDSM a lot.. I stumbled across a website (kill me now) devoted to people who are part of the lifestyle. I’ve never been one for dating websites or anything of the sort, so for those who don’t know me this was a leap.
Long story short, after being signed on for half an hour I had around 40 emails. Fair to say that 100% were creepy. Until, a few days later, I started taking to .. Let’s call him B.
As I am new too this, we have agreed to take it slow, we have been speaking for awhile (daily most of the time).
He is kind, understanding, caring and gentle. He has been very, very lenient with me.
We have two ways of contact at the moment. The first is with him (where he relates to me as “tash”) just normally and the second is with him as my Master (where he relates to me as Natasha) It works for us at the moment, although it’s probably not the normal way to go about a Master/sub relationship.. It’s helped me a lot, because I think that in order for me to be the best that I can be, as a submissive, I need to trust my Master. Unfortunately trust isn’t something I can give out.
My Master has set me rules for our relationship and rules for myself in my day to day life. I’ve noticed a difference in myself already.. Master has set about making me the best I can be.
We have started training, but because at the moment he is overseas it is quite difficult to keep in touch and keep the training in toe. I must admit I have slacked off quite a bit.. Which is detrimental to me.
I’m not sure what else to write about, so I’ll leave it at that for now.

(Source: lexi-lovegood)

This is my grandmother and I in Fiji.

Anonymous asked: Not only do I love your blog ( heh found it ) but I also am secretly infatuated with you. K. here we go I got this idea from a spam msg I received on Facebook lol.. I know you like me but were always way too shy to say so :3 go hit up crushmasher(dót)com (uhh it wont let me do a regular link) then make an acct there. Search for the profile 'justmeandu33' ( obv me ) I posted body pix.. if u can figure out who I am msg me and we'll kick it. CC required for age but it is free. (annoying i know)

Getting excited because you think someone has written to you, then realizing it’s spam. Fuck you.

Being home, without my housemate, gives me the chance to think. Reliving past memories.